I've been told about some memories,
some things she did to me.
There's so much pain inside of me,
not allowing me to breathe.
In my child eyes, she was perfect,
She was magic, she was clean.
But in my present eyes,
She's maleficent.
She is toxic.
She's obscene.
I hardly know myself right now,
I've just barely met my soul.
but that was once,
just years ago,
before I lost control.
Though it happens ever slowly,
one day you wake up from this sleep.
Your whole life of hurts consumed you,
Your broken heart, it weeps....
